behind S

behind S
musim cinta

Monday, January 10, 2011

the past

For whatever reason my boyfriend cant let go of my
past. He has asked questions and i honestly tell him. 
No matter what question it is i dont hesitate.
but everytime he brings it up he makes me feel less of 
a person.
 Its like my mistakes will never be forgotten this
 way. It seems like some kind of punishment for me.
 Ive told him how much i love him and done things
 for him that i never thought of even doing. But no
 matter what it seems like my past is still hanging
 on to him. Why cant he forget it? I love him so much
 and cant let go of him. This past is the only thing 
thats making us fight. What do I have to do? Ive
 forgotten about my past and made sure that im not
 that person anymore. I have never felt this way
 when it comes to him. Everything is different with
 him but why cant he see that.... why cant he see
 how truly honest and trustworthy and happy i am
 with him...